Sumtin Simple Sumtimes It's Quite Hard....

Hurmm... Ku xpenah terpikir pasal hal tok. Kekdg ada sesuatu perkara yang kita terlepas pandang.. Yang kita tgk mcm xpenting ja.. Benda tu biasa jak.. Tp apabila sampei satu saat atau waktu, kita akn terpikirkan nya.. N betapa besar pengorbanan nya. Well, mcm nie crita nya.. malam tok tang ada jak ku flu. wat the fish na jua.. haha.. Ku tercari2 la ubat flu ku. N bila ku temu, mcm sesuatu berlaku dalam palak. Flashback memories!! Dari ubat flu tu, memberi satu maksud yang besar bagi saya.  Org lain beli ubat flu.. Tp untung nya ku ada mum ku sbg nurse.. (HEHEEE!!!!) So, ubat free liaw..

                                                               Kotak ubat flu. Hehe...

N dr saat itu, ku terpikir, camne mun mum ku bkn seorg nurse? Camne idup ku.. Well, bkn stakat ku, but it affects to all of my family. From her, we get our free medicine. Not only dat, bila da time temu ngan doktor pakar xperlu tunggu. So, wat I can say is... She has been quite a miracle to us. Even we don't realize it.. But she plays a very important role in our life. All my life saying I Love You to mum is very hard for i have a not very good childhood experience wit my parents (B4 they noe God). It's been hard 4 me and i have been living in a pressure 'childhood memories'. Stat dari sia n sik tau bila la.. I've been silent n talk cimit2 jak wit my parent.
N thank God, when we noe God n as days goes by.. We living in God's love.. Puji Tuhan, now i can feel dat i'm being blessed. We talk more frequently. Bab ya ku madah, dr ubat flu ya.. membuat ku sedar sejenak betapa pentingnya mum ku dalam hidupku. So I can't say dat i'm too late saying dat bcoz i'll not die tommorow. Happy Mother's Day in advance.. I Love U, Mummy.

Live Life The Fullest.

Adududuuuu... Brapa lama sudah yah tinggalkan blog ini? Haha.. Syukur (Perkataan 'nasib' sudah di banned!) sebab ku masih lagi ingat password blog ku. Haha.. Anyway, sebelum ku nak tulis, ku surf internet n blog org lain utk melihat apa yang mereka 'blog' kan dan apa yang mereka fikirkan. Blog seperti personaliti kita. Maksud saya? Ok.. Ini macam bha~.. Setiap org punya minat, punya cerita yang berlainan, ada yang suka ceritakan pasal makanan, ada yang suka post gmbr yang mereka shoot, dan ada juga yang guna blog utk lepaskan geram? ahahaaa! Ada juga orang seperti itu. But nevermind, this is my blog and i hope i can personalize my blog according to my taste. Do u ever wish that someday you can be someone else? From being a teacher to a fisherman? Or from being a boring and 'no-life' student to a extreme hiker? Well, we don't have 9 life like cat (if it's true!) so we need to appreciate every moment especially when we are young and energetic. So i would like to share some of my memories when I joined (for the first time) Kembara Club organized by Kuching Polytechnic. Here's some of the pic!

                                                 Im doing some absailling from Fairy Cave, Bau.

                                              Thank God I reach the bottom and live to tell the tale!


                                               After absailling, direct to rock climbing!!! Bengong~

                                 This is me, climbing the rock wall. Please.. There is no camera trick okay!

I have an amazing experience during this camp. Even we have some issue about 'Senior-Junior' but what the heck? Do i care? Hahahahaaa!! What is the most important is, i have crafted a new history in my life. I will treasure this moment. Thanx 4 the memories~ Tata~

From The Inside Out

Sumtin beautiful sometime does not come naturally though.. Sumtimes we have make sumtin from the inside out. Hari ya ku n kwn ada ikut @ tgk org polah rehearsal utk Bintang Kecil 2009 n oso how do they make it. Well, ku mok share gmbr nya. I wish u all can feel da way i feel it. It's amazing 4 me. ^^



Test Lighthing


Cuba teka ne aku? Hehe~

Barisan Kombo RTM Kuching





Finalis-finalis utk BK2009. Yang di atas sebelah kiri dari Kedah tp lupa namanya. Atas sebelah kanan dari Keningau Sabah. Yang guna gaun kaler merah putih dari Pitas, Sabah. Suma cdak walau masih lagi kecil, tp suara KAW-KAW!. Saya harap yg baju kuning tu menang tp dpt no.3. Bolehlaa... Hehe..
Lastly, nak ucap tahniah kepada yg dpt no 1. Sebenarnya, saya juga hepi sebab yg bergaun merah tu menang. Bcoz sebelum saya balik, saya ada pesan kat dia. "Abg esk takda kat sini sokong adik, tp abg sokong adik n tgk adik kat tv. Gud luck n slamay maju jaya pada adik" Saya nak shake hand dia, tp dia cium plak tangan saya. Rasa terharu jugak la. Hehe... Da next day saya kol adik saya, dia ckp yg bgaun merah nie menang. Happy la.. haha~ CONGRATZ!

BINTANG KECIL 2009 (BEHIND THE SCENE)




It's been so long.

As i live my life these day, ku banyak harungi pelbagai cabaran, suka, duka tak kira di mana bila masa. Kekdg bila kita tidur malam n bgn utk pagi seterusnya, penah sesaat dua kita fikir n imbas kembali perkara2 yg kita lakukan n xsempat kita lakukan. Well, itu yang ku rasa. Banyak perkara yang saya lakukan bersama kwn. Kekdg kita senyum, kekdh kita marah tp bila diputar belit itu la kita sebenarnya. Hari tok ku mok share even nya agak outdated, but 4 me it's worth it. Kenapa? Biar saya ungkapkan dlm satu ayat 'Sumtin simple but it makes a big different'. Here's wat i meant.


me n my fen bart eating cempedak.



durian hunting



chicken seasoning models. ^^



vege-boys!! (not venga boys ok!)



ghani n gudun. quite a gud tag team. hehe.



our beautiful princesses. (^-^)



 hey! wat is gathering without bbq??

haha... inilah adalah sebahagian drpd gambar bila kumpulan CG kami (Cell Group) mengadakan lawatan ke rumah datuk saya di Kampung Sepan, Balai Ringin. Sebenarnya bilangan nya kecil tp disebabkan pgrm kami dicuri2 dgr oleh kumpulan lain,  mereka telah melamar untuk ikut serta. Inilah yg saya maksudkan td. 'Simple thing makes a big different'. Mmg perkara ini seperti biasa2 saja tp apa y saya ketengahkan melalui pgrm ini ialah we get to noe each other well by some activity. Sebab saya amat tersentuh bila Bro. Willie cakap 'we still young, dont follow too much our old folks'. Ini yg membuatkan saya lebih terdorong untuk melayani. Saya harap lebih banyak lagi aktiviti seperti ini dapat dilakukan. Bkn hanya hiburan semata2 tp yg terutama, kami memuliakan Tuhan. SUKACITA PERLAYANAN!

A Day At iGlool



haha... yesterday i went to iGlool for the 3rd time in diz year. Y? Da ice-cream is like a drug to me. haha! boleh dikatakan anda mmg berpuas hati la kalau makan disana. sedap. maybe ianya kurang popular bcoz tmpt tak strategik sebab ianya tidak terletak di The Spring? Boulevard? hurmm.. Kalau itu sebab nya, salah! Saya tidak setuju. Kerna di sana pun ianya strategik kerna tempatnya tenang n tidak terlalu crowded n i really like da enviroment. So disini saya akan share kepada anda apa yang elah order semalam n harga nya.


 

Chocolate Jam w/ Milk Ice Snow = RM5.00


 


Fruitball w/ Guava Snow Ice = RM6.00


 

                                                  Cheesecake... Cheeseecake... = RM8.90

Maw rasa? Pegi la coba.. haha...



Blur.. rite? Senang cita nya kat area king center ya. Opposite kat Arena Sukan ya. haa... Dekat ngan Da-Light. Dari tabuan jaya ya mok masuk king center, ya la ya... haa... 


The Ghost Of You

It's been for ages since i'ce letting it go. I wonder why diz feeling came back to me drasticly. Stell, help me! I thought i would it go n let her go. aduh aduh..!!

Micheal Learns To Rock

Summer's ended and without a trace
time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thougt I walked on through
with my heart in one

[Chorus:]

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

How I tried to get you of my mind
but you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
like the fool I am

[Chorus:]

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

[Release:]

I've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

[Chorus:]

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

[Outro:]

Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
(the ghost of you)
Anywhere I go I keep coliding with
(the ghost of you)
I've given up I just can't fight it
(the ghost of you)

Everytime I look away I see
the ghost of you

Zee Avi - Zee Avi (2009)



1. Zee Avi - Bitter Heart (2:37)
2. Zee Avi - Poppy (3:08)
3. Zee Avi - Honey Bee (3:07)
4. Zee Avi - Just You And Me (2:57)
5. Zee Avi - Is This The End (3:49)
6. Zee Avi - Monte (3:33)
7. Zee Avi - Kantoi (1:45)
8. Zee Avi - I Am Me Once More (2:36)
9. Zee Avi - First Of The Gang To Die (3:57)
10. Zee Avi - Darlin' It Ain't Easy (2:43)
11. Zee Avi - The Story (2:53)
12. Zee Avi - Let Me In (4:24)

Diz gal so talented. I admire her voice and i wan 2 share u all n let u all her voice.. Layaannn... Paling bez layan lagu dia time korang blaja ka.. tgh dalam traffik jam ka.. so enjoy la.. sharing n caring n o yaa.. dont forget to say thanx.. i really appreciate all ur comments..

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